Taking a break... which I hate!
Last night, after a silly argument, Matt let me know he wants to take a 4 day break from talking. I really did not know what to say. Of course I do not want to not talk to him until Sunday night. However, he was given this suggestion by someone in his support group so I couldn't really say "hey babe do not listen to your support". That would have made me an awful person. So I just couldn't. Now I am missing him so much and it is taking everything in me not to just message him and tell him that I absolutely hate this! I am trying to be strong. Last night we had a fight and he texted me later, after I was apologizing, and said: I think we need some actual time away from each other. You do what you have to do and I'll do what I have to do. I'll message you when I'm back in town Sunday night. Are you serious? Wow. Ok Matt. No problem. Yep. Have fun bashing me to your crew. Ttyl Such a fucking joke Call me Ugh! Awful. So I called ...